popiah's life

2008-06-16T08:33:00.000-07:00

i'ved moved
http://popiahboy.livejournal.com
:)

2008-06-12T05:55:00.000-07:00

fucking hypocrites/backstabbers/fake/ friends.

2008-06-01T07:33:00.000-07:00

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can't make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If you reach emptyness
[ Here I Am lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who
Keep a heart and soul in two

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am

Father you are the ONE,
even if i'm in this place of broken-ness lord
amen.

2008-05-22T08:19:00.000-07:00

the dancers are on fire @ the end of the vid
Duffy-mercy

Father lord,
i pray for anointing from you lord,
give me strenth to fight these vices*
amen.

2008-05-20T06:58:00.000-07:00

just saw this super touching video by Rascal Flatts .
today ponned sch, watch training day when i woke up @ 1pm. took a nap @ 4, had a terrible headache.. ah.... the results . :(

2008-04-26T05:06:00.001-07:00

i'm bac-k. after quite long. my phone's lcd cracked again, so no more pictures on my blog :/ . down with flu lately... i was checking up on my gmail, and i saw the NCC newsletter about not giving up. quote from the verse :

Mark 4:8
8“But other seed fell on good ground and yielded a crop that sprang up, increased and produced: some thirtyfold, some sixty, and some a hundred.”
really spoke to me, and i had various health conditions, for etc fits, i didn't even care about the condition, but now i realise that god will help me.. been so far away from god. sometimes the walk in christian life will run dry.. but there's this funny guy in my class who sings " friend of god" during every lesson, he really revives it me. thank god for some people in my class. i got into a fight in school recently. i don't know why my temper's so bad.. but i know HE is still there for me. Now i'm feeling so weak, i realise how much i need my FATHER.

2008-04-07T07:06:00.000-07:00

Luke 1:37
37For with God nothing will be impossible.

lately i miss my 80gb blackk ipod :( . i miss you my wife............ i can still remember those sad and happy times, where i confided in you all the while... all the happy songs. . .
no more party time :( :(
right now i'm trying to get the faith i used to have.
i'll just believe the verse above :) found it while looking through new creation archive.
its 3 more weeks to exams. no more party time.

2008-03-26T04:47:00.000-07:00

god's grace.

good friday was a blast, miracles happened, god really worked. i was night cycling with Alex, Isaac, Bunny, Thaddeus, Mark, Domonique. we cycled from serangoon to singapore flyer, then to mount faber. i was cycling downhill at mount faber, when i crashed at a hairpin turn, my bike understeered. i had a seizure and yea the whole group prayed for me, and i "came alive". praise god. then i went to sgh. thanks everyone who came down that night, paul zhengXian too. Thank god for brothers. thank you everyone who showed concern :)

2008-03-17T23:45:00.000-07:00

my computer is spoilt, when i came home i found i out it short circuited..m.i.a for awhile.

2008-03-15T10:06:00.000-07:00

have you ever experienced this senario.
you've just came back after a rough day at work.
and you realise its your birthday at 12am.
you come home,
your parents start asking you pissing questions.
your brother starts making a fuss out of things.
your whole family starts quarreling.
your mind starts thinking series of rhetorical questions..
etc. why is my life like this .wtf am i doing in this family.

:(

2008-03-12T08:10:00.000-07:00

Why Nicole Nordeman

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man that my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said daddy why are they screaming
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts him more then he shows
Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though he's gonna cry
You said he was stronger then all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why?
Why does everyone want him to die?

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said father why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
This crown of thorns hurts me more then it shows
Father please can't you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry's
I thought I could handle a cross of this size
Father remind me why?
Why does everyone want me to die?
When will I understand why?

My precious son
I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own
Jesus this hurts me much more then you know
But this dark hour
I must do nothing
Though I've heard your unbearable cries
The power in your blood
Destroys all of the lies
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful lies
Look there below
See the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell you why
She is why you must die

today was a shit day. i lost my ipod. the whole afternoon was raining. Couldn't go out. feeling so crappy.

2008-03-09T09:06:00.001-07:00

ST pocket money fund poster boy:
has no money to eat for 4 days.
please call 1800-helppoh for donations.

see that pic? went to watch step up 2 today... then went to marina to buy spray paint. pimped our rridee.just came home. shagged out

2008-03-07T08:49:00.000-08:00

phatt dog.

bloody oyster

friday . cycled from serangoon to hougang, then hougang to east coast, then cycled all the way home with alex, thaddeus , isaac, alex's friend. ate seafood @ east coast, oyster stingray etc.
shagged out.

2008-03-01T07:37:00.000-08:00

TELL ALL YOUR FRIENDS .
watch me cycle.
i want more hits.

2008-02-24T06:30:00.001-08:00

go

going.

gone.

Sunday.
airshow 2008. helicopter. apache . bullets . walked 3km out of the place... now i'm tired, exhausted. thanks thaddeus . alex. marcus. his friend .

sorry i ps.

2008-02-21T06:55:00.000-08:00

okay this is going to be the first post WITHOUT pictures. hmm the week has been boring / tiring. elaborating on details would be boring, c.o is frigging boring, accepted me back....

sometimes i wonder. why did i retain...
sometimes i wonder. why i miss you no more.
sometimes i wonder. how long more?

2008-02-17T06:00:00.000-08:00

young and retarded.

i had saturday night fever last night, tossing & turning in bed.... thinking too much, (insommia).
woke up tis morning @ 9am, felt like i only slept for an hour. rushed to bathe, breakfast etc. cabbed down to plmgss. josh talked about family, cherishing etc. sermon was long. went to ger's house to watch juno, couldn't cos he had visitors, so i slack slack till 6 plus. then i went home.

2008-02-14T06:20:00.000-08:00

ng's appettite.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY
today went out to cini after sch to eat.

"Joshua 1:8
8This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate in it day and night… For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success.
the word meditate means hagah in hebrew,which means to utter or mutter under your breath. In other words, you speak forth or confess God’s Word instead of just giving it mental assent.
No, the Bible says that you will make your way prosperous when you hagah God’s Word. So confess verses in the areas which you want to see breakthroughs and you will have good success.

Some people have success that destroys them — you don’t see them in church anymore and their family members don’t get to see them either. That is bad success. But when you hagar God’s Word, you will have good success that does not destroy you.

Now, you need to know that confessing God’s Word does not move God to do things for you. He had already moved when He gave up Jesus to die for us. So when you confess His Word, it actually moves you from a position of doubt to faith. It moves your heart from a position of “Is it true or not?” to “I believe it!” And when that happens, “you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success”! "
taken from New Creation Church newsletter.

2008-02-12T05:07:00.000-08:00

boom boom boom! its CNY..

truly a masterpiece!

sunday.
soccer in e mornin, then went to iz's to eat popiah ard 4. long bus wait, finally reached there. feasted popiahhs :D

today.
praise god! managed to finish my lit project on time :O:O. sigh my lit test. such a dissapointment.
hmm looks like i gotta realise i suck at lit.went to tp with ng quah joel roger . ng wanted to buy a phone.. then met iz , went gym. ate dinner went home.

1 Peter 2:9
9But you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvellous light.
“I will not die young. With long life He will satisfy me and show me His salvation!”
“The Lord will make my way prosperous and give me good success!”

2008-02-06T08:29:00.001-08:00

1 Corinthians 1:26
26For you see your calling, brethren, that not many wise according to the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called.
thought this verse was useful, as i don't even have a calling , any plan for my future..i shall soar to be a rising star! like the ex lan centre rising star™

Today was a good day, went out with sneow, iz lionel gerald and the rotting gang (heidi n Tricia) . our beautiful day became boring, i couldn't own some tkss nerd! sigh.. i need to charge up more reiatsu! yea watched CJ7, it was rather good.then the boring reunion dinner...can't wait for school .

2008-02-04T05:05:00.000-08:00

Zechariah 9:12
12Return to the stronghold, you prisoners of hope. Even today I declare that I will restore double to you.

this verse really applies to me... after so much happened in my life..

2008-02-01T04:15:00.000-08:00

iz.

Friday was great rather fun, after school.went to find isaac @ meridian , played pool with his pro friend teru... got owned... hmm my pool has improved after today. Went to find tania with iz , ate ice cream @ pluck . then went to eat @ the soup spoon, with em, chat chat, then went home..

addictions & a reality check.

2008-01-31T05:42:00.000-08:00

Luke 19:8
8Then Zacchaeus stood and said to the Lord, “Look, Lord, I give half of my goods to the poor; and if I have taken anything from anyone by false accusation, I restore fourfold.”

Thank You, Jesus, for by Your stripes, I am healed. i am free from any addiction .

2008-01-27T04:35:00.000-08:00

ger's crib.

its gonna get messy.

munchy part 2 @ ger's

weekend.
met ger on sat for monthly hair-cut. a mullet ?? went ger's house ,feasted doughnuts we bought at tp . then slack slack slack till it was 5 plus, we planned an impromptu movie to watch 3:10 to yuma @ vivio. met thadd iz lionel ger , went to watch. wasted money on the pop corn, which no one wanted to eat, 2 boxes? went home.. sunday. cap's ball in e afternoon, went home.. a couple of falls... pain here pain there...

2008-01-23T06:37:00.000-08:00

especially one toy..

toys-r-us

munchy do-s

another boring week, monday had stomach flu, didn't go school, went movie with ger thadd and a few others.. tuesday went to buy doughnuts @ toa payoh with guys..then today, ate @ united square pizza hut. haha friend's two aussie friends :O :O then went to meet sneow n ger, watched them eat dinner, went homes

2008-01-18T06:41:00.000-08:00

Raisins for x'mas present.

flying budhha kick master

Tat2o0OO0oo!

Its so long.
The holidays ended with a blast of school, school's boring nowdays...see my tattooos... re-learning crap again and again. hmm the only fun days were last week, today. went to orchard after sch to play lan with ng joe roger. saw ex barker boys /js boys. hmm nearly planned to watch a movie, but few could turn up... sighh.. lets zoom to DECEMBER guys , i miss christmas..

2007-12-20T07:08:00.000-08:00

mono machine's new look
THEY always end up doing wierd stuff( man in the middle)
hello grandpa

okay today was such a good holiday. went to visit grandpa&ma at the cemetry, took so long we ended up taking 2 cabs . then went home, bathed, went out with iz sneow to bugis. bugis has wierd people, yea walked into the smelly bugis street to look for bags, iz and sneow bought one. then headed to haji lane, sneow wanted to buy some christmas gift for his uncle, saw mono machine, totally new look with a 2nd storey. ahha. found a bag i wanted to get. then went to meet lionel, gerald, went to watch national treasure:book of secrects. the movie is the best among the rest i've watched this month...went home after that.

I MISS YOU .

2007-12-16T03:05:00.000-08:00

Love feels no burden,
thinks nothing of trouble,
attempts what is above its strength,
pleads no excuse of impossibility...
It is therefore able to undertake all things,
and it completes many things,
and warrants them to take effect,
where he who does not love would faint and lie down.
Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.
Though weary, it is not tired;
though pressed, it is not straitened;
though alarmed, it is not confounded...

isn't this such a nice poem?

i think i've changed so much!
this new emotion that i touch
is the highest rated adventure ever in my life
the feeling is so merry
thank god for such a new chapter in my life
for it's such a lovely mystery

We sat side by side in the morning light
and looked out at the future together.

2007-12-15T06:35:00.000-08:00

Love is like magic
And it always will be.
For love still remains
Life's sweet mystery!!
Love works in ways
That are wondrous and strange
And there's nothing in life
That love cannot change!!
Love can transform
The most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
And sweetness and grace.
Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heart
And not with its mind!!
Love is the answer
That everyone seeks...
Love is the language,
That every heart speaks.
Love can't be bought,
It is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
Is life's sweet mystery!!

I LOVE YOU FOREVER MY SWEET DARLING!

2007-12-15T06:04:00.001-08:00

vivo
matchbox cars ltd
wigs for the aeging population

walking along seletar hill

i'm back to blogging. yea. . week of working at the stupid steakhouse has got me deprived. yea. went out on thursday(off day). went to the toy museum which was a rip off 7 bucks . 5 levels of viewing old toys supposedly around the world...watched the magic toy emporium show... what do they show at cinemas now days?? nc 16 and above.then went vivo . changed so much, with the beautiful christmas tree etc..yea friday. went to thaddeus's club at seletar hill. so deep in, met iz ger sneow and thaddeus , went to the club, played pool.. hmm pool. yea i lost both games. dinner got this funny black waiter, we kept pressing the calling tone. he nearly got pisseed off. then going home was the intresting part.we went to the ulu bustop and waited for the bus for 30 mins while listening to thaddeus's stories. we realised that the bus was not in service, yea so we had to walk out , tried to hitch a ride. didn't have any luck. then we walked to the next bus stop which was super uber far , 20 min walk. then we waited for the last bus , listened to thaddeus stories for 15 mins, yea thank god the damm bus came, met lionel and we all stayed over. bizzare stay overs... just came back from work..shagg. the new mullet.

2007-12-14T23:56:00.000-08:00

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

Love is strong yet delicate. It can be broken. To truly love is to understand this. To be in love is to respect this. I love you my honey sweet rock!

2007-09-09T05:49:00.000-07:00

sunday morning was fun,
cell as usual.
haven't had cell meeting for 2 weeks,
i was glad we had one today.
did something new.
some quiz.
i was the only one who did the worst!!
then i wanted to sign up for mission trip,
my mother gave me high hopes.
cheat my feelings.
my dad said i could n't go cos of results?
its because of the money dammit.
750.
i need it fast :/
then lunch with uncle allan, reag , most of our cg and some other.
pai seh leh... my famous 1 minute of fame video was shown to everyone.
pai seh pai seh.
went to lan after that.
then went home

He's BACK

2007-09-08T01:28:00.000-07:00

haji lane

gummy yummy :D

okay the whole week has been fun. and un-productive in terms of studies.
went out on wednesday to "study" at isaac's house.
after that. headed to amk hub.
'wanted to watch movie,
but we decided to eat sake.
rushed down to j8.
gobbled sake.
after sake,
we watched No reservations.
the movie was spoiled by hell minions!!
boo.

then thursday.
i went to bugis at night.
went out with herman, isaac, sneow , gerald.
herman was looking for his fred perry shirt...
but no stock.
such a rip off, 30 bucks for one shirt.

friday.
studied at gerald's house.
after studying, we watched gridiron gang via my ipod via his computer.
argghh
fungus fungus.
then went home.